I am His

What a huge blessing to know that I belong to the creator and king of the universe! Not only do I belong...but I was bought at a very high price! God allowed His one and only son to die a horrific death just so He could call me His. Just so He could welcome me with open and joyous arms into His family, forever. So that He could call me His child. Me. A sinner. Not just any sinner, but one that can barely go any length of time without doing/thinking/saying/feeling something uncharacteristic of Christ, who was perfect, truly without blemish. God allowed His perfect son to die...for us. How anyone could actually allow that to happen for me is completely incomprehensible to me! I just don't get it. Sure, I've always believed God sent His son to die for me....yet I have never been able to fully wrap my mind around it. And as I've grown and become increasingly aware of my faults/sins/blemishes/ugliness....it becomes harder and harder to grasp. Why would He ever do that for me?? I cannot even come remotely close to deserving this gift. I am completely and utterly unworthy. However, the truth of the matter never falters. "God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life." (John 3:16). Even when I fail, when I let Him down, He is still overjoyed to call me His child. Nothing I could do/say/think would ever make Him love me less. That open invitation is always there. Wow, now that's love! And it is available to ANYONE who believes. I may not understand it, but I most definitely believe it and am so so thankful for it!

      

Beatitudes

Growing up in the church, I was well aware of the beatitudes. They are the study focus for many ages, as are the Lord's Prayer, Psalm 23, the Ten Commandments. etc. But as I recently began rereading the book of Matthew, I came upon them again in chapter 5. Yes, I've read them countless times and studied them here and there during my life, but do I truly understand them? Can I apply them to my life? Or does the familiarity of this passage cause me to unintentionally gloss over them, instead of taking out my shovel and seriously digging into the depths of their significance? 

Well what does anyone in the 21st century do when they have a question? You got it, head straight for google. I prepared myself to sift through several duds before finding something of quality...however, the first hit was just what I wanted. It was a sermon series by John Piper, a collection of 8 to be exact. He breaks down the well-known passages and studies each beatitude individually in depth.

I have not yet read all the sermons, but have finished they first 3 and they were excellent. I'd recommend them if you are also curious about diving deeper into these familiar verses, instead of just remaining at the status quo in your understanding. You can read or listen to them here:

The Beatitudes Sermon Series by John Piper

Also, if you have another commentary or resource on the beatitudes you enjoy, I'd love for you to share it to this post!



Matthew 5:3-12 (NIV)
Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs in the kingdom of heaven.
Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted.
Blessed are the meek, for they will inherit the earth.
Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they will be filled.
Blessed are the merciful, for they will be shown mercy.
Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God.
Blessed are the peacemakers, for they will be called sons of God.
Blessed are those who are persecuted because of righteousness, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of me. Rejoice and be glad, because great is your reward in heaven, for in the same way they persecuted the prophets who were before you. 

Facing Trials Part 3

4. Personal experience

I am eons away from being fully mature and complete in my faith, however I have definitely had the privilege of seeing the truth of James 1:2-3 play out in my short life. Over the years, I have faced various hardships and trials. From those of my youth including losing pets, learning to make friends, learning to be subject to my parent's authority, making good grades...to more serious ones such as losing a loved one, going through hard break-ups, persevering through an intense grad school program, a close relative losing a job undeservedly, losing connection with friends (for various reasons), and being unmarried.

Again, my trials are miniscule compared to the trials of some others...yet God has graciously used those trials in my life to continually mold me into a better servant for Him. And I am so incredibly thankful that He is no where near finished. Each trial/test makes me stronger in Him by magnifying my weaknesses and His power. Every time I face something new, I am better able to rely on Him and see His power manifested a little more. While in the moment I could not understand why I had to endure certain circumstances...I have seen God grow me in some pretty cool ways when I am open to Him. I have become more patient with others and am able to see the good in them more quickly, able to stay more positive in difficult situations, trust in God's plan despite the circumstances, and be thankful for the blessings in my life. I am so thankful for these aspects of growth...but we're just beginning to scratch the surface with these attributes as I have a lot of growing to do!

I know that this process will never cease in my lifetime, as I can never attain a flawless Christlike character here on earth. But I am so thankful that my Father in heaven will never give up on me...diligently and patiently scraping off my rough edges to shape me into the woman He wants me to be. <3

5. A couple other Bible verses...

1 Peter 1:6-7: In this you greatly rejoice, though now for a little while you may have had to suffer grief in all kinds of trials. These have come so that your faith - of greater worth than gold, which perishes even though refined by fire - may be proved genuine and may result in praise, glory and honor when Jesus Christ is revealed.

Romans 5:3-5: Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us.

Hebrews 12:5-7: And you have forgotten that word of encouragement that addresses you as sons: "My son, do not make light of the Lord's discipline, and do not lose heart when he rebukes you, because the Lord disciplines those he loves, and he punishes everyone he accepts as a son." Endure hardship as discipline; God is treating you as sons. For what son is not disciplined by his father?

Facing Trials Part 2

In my last post, I looked at James 1:2, talking about having joy in suffering. Long story short, we are called to have pure joy in all circumstances, no matter how difficult they may be. But why? Just because God says so? Well...I personally think that's an excellent reason, but He goes into a little more depth as to why we should have joy. :) He follows verse two's call to action with these words :"Because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance. Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything." (James 1:3-4). Last time I talked about the "what" and "when"...now what about the "why"?

3. Result (why)

For some reason, God has allowed me to avoid some of the serious trials that many of you may be going through right now. But I do have trials of my own. God knows each of our lives intimately, what we can handle and what we need to grow in Him. Each one of His children has different trials that they will need to face according to His plan. Trials that will test their individual faith...not the faith of their parents or the faith of their friends, but their faith alone. This can be intimidating as we, as humans, are social animals and rely heavily on one another. While the social comradery is very important to our Christian walk, we need those individual trials and tests to develop our faith to it's fullest.  

First things first...He says that the testing of our faith produces perseverance. For all you sports minded people, this part should make total sense! You can't take an individual that has never played baseball in his life and expect him to hit a home run the first time he holds a bat...or expect that girl that has never run in her life to win a marathon...that's just preposterous! We all know that these things take training. You don't just wake up one day an all-star athlete. Let's just take running for example. I dabble in running here and there, but I mostly definitely don't have the stamina to persevere through a marathon! That would take training, training that I have not yet pursued. But if I were to push myself and to actually train for that marathon, I would one day be able to accomplish that goal. That training would definitely not be easy and would test me and stretch me in ways I have never been tested/stretched before. But that's how I become better and develop that perseverance! The same holds true with our faith. Just because we accepted Christ as our savior does NOT mean we are strong, mature Christians. Yes, accepting Christ brings us into the Christian family and grants us eternity with God...but at first citation of the sinners prayer, we are still baby Christians. 

Going through those trials and gaining that perseverance are what causes maturity to grow. I don't know about you, but I would love to develop just a little bit of that spiritual maturity! Yes, I am more spiritually mature now than when I first accepted Christ....but then I look at those Godly men and women in my church and in ministry and I think "wow!" How I would love to have the faith that they exhibit! And the wisdom! It's truly amazing. But did they always have that faith and wisdom? Goodness no! They had some sort of humble beginning or hard times that brought them to the place they are now. I can guarantee you, if you seek out a truly spiritually mature individual in your church, and ask them how they got there....they will have some sort of story for you, big or small. For just as James said, perseverance must "finish its work so you may be mature and complete." Perseverance leads to maturity. 

Ok, cool, maturity. So what's the big deal? As we persevere through trials and develop that spiritual maturity, God prepares us for what's to come! We become stronger in Him and are able to more fully rely on Him and His provision with each new scenario. Each unique trial contributes to that strength in some way. Most likely we won't recognize it in that instance....it will be when we are faced with a new trial. Again, you may not readily see how that previous trial was beneficial, but there is a good chance you will be able to face this current trial in a way you would have been unable to previously. God knows exactly what each of us needs to help us grow in Him. It might not always be enjoyable or easy (in fact, I can guarantee there will be times that are NOT enjoyable and easy)...but it will be beneficial. 

So while it is easy to let out a groan when thinking about trials....try to refocus on these verses in James. No, trials probably won't be fun and will most likely be difficult....but they are a necessary part of God's plan to mold us into who He wants us to be. They allow us to grow in faith and reliance on God, develop a more intimate relationship with our savior, and give us strength and wisdom to face whatever the future brings. I never thought I'd be thankful for tests and trials, but I most certainly am now!